I never want to forget

by laurenolauren

Everyday I’m amazed at the people around me, and there reasons for the things they do, I look at twitter and I see that Reenz girl siding with someone talking shit about me again when less than a month ago she sent me this letter on facebook:

Kareen Williams June 29 at 4:44pm Report
I’ve been meaning to message you for some time, I just never knew how to start seeing that you once said you don’t care about death etc. so I never too sure you’d understand where I’m coming from. Long story short, 2 wks ago 3 of my very close friends dies all at once; not twitter/fb friends lol. sigh. Burnt to death after the car crashed in a wall. The same day it happened, I spoke to one of them making plans bout what we going be doing when I get back from Atl. I never grieve so much in ma life, I did just waa dead or sumn. I doh know if you ever lose someone yu close to, but it’s the first time for me and it made me realise life too short and how everything just petty, especially those notes. I read them and just shaked ma head and wondered how uneccessary they were. I was sharing ma opinion in them and they just seemed childish. Both our re-actions were the most childish things I ever experience. Due to how life just short, I dont think it should be spent with arguments and arguments. So, I apologize for those notes. SMH Is not like I did ever dislike you to begin wid, oh and I did wonder what you meant by me slandering your name before this. I really never know what yu talking bout. I don’t know if you understand what I’m saying, but I hope you do.
Anyway, not saying we were ever friends, but I just don’t want to have “beef” over fuckery. Take care. (copied and pasted directly from my facebook inbox)

I didn’t even respond I just ignored it. It’s like i’m surrounded by persons who either want to be me, get my attention or destroy me. They look for every flaw they can find.

So im taking this opportunity to Thank God for my real blessings, I’m so grateful I was born with all my limbs in tact, I love my legs and how funny they look when I walk, I love my arms and how skinny they are, I can fit them into any sleeve, I love my nose its the envy of everyone who has to do a nose job, I love my eyes and all the beautiful things I can see with them. The color of my skin is flawless, where did you find this kind of caramel, bronze, yellow undertone from, I absolutely love it God.
I look at my family and I think you really out did your self, every one is different I can surely appreciate everything with such a colorful background.

These are the simple things I want to thank you for, these things that I over look sometimes, I love everything about me and my life. They will sing my name in choirs even after I’m dead, you gave me a personality that cannot be ignored, you’ve made me loud and heard, the envy of all breathing things who doubt and hate themselves. It’s through my blatant self-confidence that I’m able to give you thanks and show approval for the wonderful work you’ve done on me.

xoxoxox Lauren O Lauren BLESSED